how do popular people do it
Apr. 12th, 2026 01:38 amweird title but it’s just so odd thinking when i look at my follower count on neocities im like … almost 430 people are following me (some of which are oomfies from here, hello)
i guess when it comes to a more personal site, i feel more seen than having 430 followers on an art account. i can’t say if that’s a good thing or bad, but it’s that realization that people do read the things i post, which have more slivers of myself and my thoughts than what i put out on my art accounts. like yeah obviously im putting things out for myself and to be seen, but its weird knowing it IS seen
and i guess it’s that realization that i dunno how people will react to those things. i know i shouldn’t worry myself over it, but when i talk so personal, more exposed to my worries, thoughts, experiences … i don’t know what reactions i will get. i don’t want to withdraw myself from what is my own personal site and hole, it’s just so weird to have so many eyes on me
thankfully i’ve not had any bad experiences in the year i’ve had my site, all the guestbook messages i’ve gotten have been sweet people, and people who genuinely engage with my posts and updates (which also ily all here who do comment, i know im spotty with replying)
it’s just those random thoughts where i’m like… idk how people don’t feel terribly exposed knowing so many eyes can be on them, esp when it’s something so much more personal
i guess when it comes to a more personal site, i feel more seen than having 430 followers on an art account. i can’t say if that’s a good thing or bad, but it’s that realization that people do read the things i post, which have more slivers of myself and my thoughts than what i put out on my art accounts. like yeah obviously im putting things out for myself and to be seen, but its weird knowing it IS seen
and i guess it’s that realization that i dunno how people will react to those things. i know i shouldn’t worry myself over it, but when i talk so personal, more exposed to my worries, thoughts, experiences … i don’t know what reactions i will get. i don’t want to withdraw myself from what is my own personal site and hole, it’s just so weird to have so many eyes on me
thankfully i’ve not had any bad experiences in the year i’ve had my site, all the guestbook messages i’ve gotten have been sweet people, and people who genuinely engage with my posts and updates (which also ily all here who do comment, i know im spotty with replying)
it’s just those random thoughts where i’m like… idk how people don’t feel terribly exposed knowing so many eyes can be on them, esp when it’s something so much more personal